Here's to change

This is how I felt last weekend before taking my test and I was spending every waking hour it seemed studying....

This last week started the start of change for me. I took my RN boards last Tuesday. The entire way up to the testing center I was sick to my stomach and my hands were shacking. I finally got to the testing center and had to wait, and wait, and wait...okay really I only had to wait 20 minutes before I was in the testing room in my chair looking at the screen. After 50 questions I decided to go eat something and get a drink. I went back and started to take questions again. I was thinking that I would get to 90 questions (75 questions is the minimum amount you can get with a max of 265 questions). Then I get to question 75, I click NEXT...and my screen goes BLUE!!! BLUE!!! I wanted to cry. I had so much anxiety! I walked out of there thinking "man I don't know what to think".  After taking the test I went and got me a treat, did some shopping and then went to work. All day I kept thinking about that test, I really hate that test. Finally when it was time for bed I checked to see if my quick results were up...they weren't...so we went to bed...then at 1 AM I woke up from a terrible nightmare. I dreamed that I checked that my quick results and it said that I FAILED! I was terrified and just had to check to see if my results were up...so I went to DOPL and typed in my name...and this is what it showed....

See what is says under nurse...it says...REGISTERED NURSE!!! I was so excited!!!! I jumped onto the bed and quickly showed Adam....well more like woke him up and he could see because my phone was so bright...anyway I am excited that I am finally done with studying for NCLEX!!! I don't have to take it ever again!!! I get to put those two letter after my name now...Crystal RN...I love it!!!

Now here is to finding a JOB!!!! So if anyone knows if anyone is hiring let me know!!!
Big thanks to all my family and friends for all that they have done for me the past 2 years and for the prayers sent my way!!! Especially my husband Adam, thank you for putting up with me being in nursing school for the past 2 years. You're an amazing husband and I love you so very much!..oh and thank you for the nursing hat. I love it too!